An interview with Resting Waters

From Resting Waters

From Resting Waters

Earlier this year, I interviewed the owners of Resting Waters, a company that dedicates its work to providing sustainable pet aftercare in Seattle, Washington, about pet loss. The following are Joslin Roth, owner and CEO, and Darci Bressler's, owner and COO, thoughts.

How did you and your sister decide to open your business? Do you have a background in death care?

Resting Waters: Joslin read an article online that featured a gentleman who owns an aquamation facility for pets in Malibu, California. Right away she fell in love with the science of aquamation and the idea of creating a space for families to bring their loved ones to grieve and to celebrate the relationship they have with them. After a quick Google search, she realized that no one was offering aquamation for pets anywhere in Washington State and that the closest pet death care center was 20 miles outside of the city of Seattle. And at that moment Resting Waters was born. At the same time, Darci happened to be leaving her career of 8 years as she had been with the same company since graduating from college and wanted a fresh start. We have always been extremely close, lifelong best friends, so we thought working together would be a great fit!  

While we had never worked in death care before opening Resting Waters nor do we have any formal training in this field we do have personal experiences that have helped us know the work we do now. Joslin began volunteering for hospice at the age of 18, and through Darci's career as a non-profit event fundraiser, she worked closely with a hospice center to coordinate their annual luncheon. We were raised playing in cemeteries, and both of us have always been comfortable with death and aware of our mortality. So, going into death care was not far fetched for us. And we have learned so much in practice and are always looking for ways to self educate as a way to best serve our families.

From Resting Waters

From Resting Waters

 Why is Aquamation a good option for body disposal? Can you detail why it's a sustainable option?

 Resting Waters: The most prominent reason we believe it is a good option for disposition is just that: it is another option for families. Our families come to us for many reasons. Be it because they perceive our water option as gentler than flame-based cremation or because of the ecological benefits of aquamation; whatever the reason is that they chose us and aquamation they always express how happy they are to have this as an option for their companion animal.

Aquamation is energy efficient with greater than 90 percent energy savings compared to cremation, and there are no direct greenhouse gas emissions during the aquamation. Pet aquamations are even more eco-friendly than the human process because our system is partitioned — meaning there are multiple bodies present in the cycle. Keeping each body segregated using 6-sided stainless steel baskets within the system, we end up using the same amount of water per animal that you would to bath them. We also can run a full or half-cycle based on the bodies we have in our care, which adds even more to the low water usage factor. When a family chooses aquamation, the funerary rites remain unchanged as the body can be prepared for a viewing in the traditional way and they receive the same powered remains they are used to, which is so important. One of the most frequently asked questions we receive is, "what do I get back at the end of the process?!"

Could you detail how you came to provide a space for pet funerals? Possibly how the presentation of the body and that final "goodbye" help pet caregivers grieve.

From Resting Waters

From Resting Waters

Resting Waters: Living in the pet-friendly city of Seattle we were shocked to learn that a place like Resting Waters did not already exist. You can do standup paddleboard yoga with your dog in the city, but there was not a place where you could take your loved one after they die to meet the people who would be caring for them and to spend time with their body. We knew this needed to change!  So we looked to progressive human death care providers for guidance on how the body should be prepared and presented to the family. Again, a lot of what we do came naturally, and we always think about how we would like our companions treated in death and how we would like our final goodbye to look. If there is a smell, use essential oils. If there is an open wound, wrap them tightly in a blanket to conceal it.  

Being present with your loved one after they die is something we feel is very important in grief. Seeing changes in the body allows our minds to truly comprehend what has occurred and that they are not just sleeping but that their body has died. Many of our families do not even think about spending any time with the body, let alone a significant amount of time, as that has never been presented as an option to them before. So when we ask to lay out their loved one for them, even those who are hesitant to have us do that, we always hear how helpful it was to see them again in such a beautiful space. We have even had families who have kept their loved one at home for days and have had a wake with friends and family present and have still expressed how powerful it was to spend time with them again in our space. But, everything we do here at Resting Waters can be done at home by the family, which is something we always encourage and try to assist them with to help the family feel empowered to care for their companion themselves after they die.

Do you have a specific funeral or goodbye pet service you particularly enjoyed doing?

Resting Waters: As cliche as it sounds they are all really special and unique in their ways. Some of our favorite moments have also been some of the simplest, organic of them all. Walking into a home to do a removal to find all three kids, under the age of five, piled on top of their dead dog petting and loving on them is so special and was so neat to see. Or like the time a guardian took shots of whiskey, listened to music, and smudged the room while we prepared her loved one's take-home remains. Most people feel comfortable being around their deceased pet so many times we walk into a family home, and the owner will ask if we can wait just a moment for them to finish washing the body.

How do you prepare a person for viewing, touching, or bathing their pet who has passed? Are there any things a pet caregiver should know about the euthanasia process, or how the body will change once your pet has passed?

From Resting Waters

From Resting Waters

Resting Waters: Being honest with the family about the state of their companion's body is always the best practice. Whether that be that their eyes are still open, they are cold from being frozen at the veterinarian's office, or any other information that we think is important is told to the family before the viewing. We also prepare families who want to keep their loved one at home for extended periods after death or those who want to transport the body to us themselves, that their pet will more than likely urinate and defecate when they die and the best ways to handle that. We also prepare them for things like their companion bleeding from their nostrils and other things that happen to the body like rigor mortis. Setting expectations is key to families feeling comfortable and empowered to see and touch their companion after death.

Do you hope to expand your business? Provide other services in the future?

Resting Waters: Our biggest goal is to one day have a natural burial space in the area for families who want that service.

Do you have any advice for people wanting to advocate for aquamation and other sustainable body disposal options in their city or state?

Resting Waters: The best thing people can do is contact their state legislators. If a bill is being considered in your state, try to find out the date the house or Senate will hear it and testify. You can also sign-in as pro the bill but not testify. Make others in your community aware of the bill and try to gather support from them as well.

Saying goodbye

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On Easter Sunday, I sat with Daphne, my 15-year-old senior beagle, as she took her last breath. 

A month ago, I found out my girl had a spleen tumor. After an inconclusive cancer blood test — and the fact that she was 14 going on 15 — I decided that hospice care was her best option.

Thankfully, a small course of steroids, pain killers, and canine CBD helped her through a move to Kansas City, Mo. and her birthday. On April 16th, Daphne, Cash, and I went to the local dog park. She sniffed all the big dog butts — her favorite pastime — and made certain her brother (Cash) felt safe and protected; even though Cash was bigger than her.

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On April 19, my sweet, first-time-real-deal-my-own dog started failing. From April 19 until the 20, I went through a lot to turmoil. My plans for emergency euthanasia fell through, and I spent that Saturday afternoon calling around to find a vet who could help her and I out. Although I didn’t find someone who could attend to her care at my home, I was able to find a veterinarian who made time for us on Easter Sunday. Thankfully, a dose of her “brother’s” anti-anxiety medication helped her sleep through the night. 

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At noon on Easter, I took my dear girl in for euthanasia after watching the sunrise with her. Her passing was peaceful — and needed. I have no doubt that this action was required for her well-being and peace, but it still doesn’t make the decision any easier; even now.

I took my girl’s body home. I allowed my two cats and dog to sniff her and say their goodbyes. I sat her in the position I wanted and cleaned her in my bathtub. I then lined her bed with blankets, adorned her with oil and flowers, and sat her in a sunbeam. I grieved over her body for hours. When it was time for bed, I placed her in my bathtub, with ice.

The next day, I took her to Wayside Waifs for cremation; I got her body back in a few days. Her ashes along with her collar now sit by my bed. I also have a small urn with her ashes around my neck.

In life, Daphne was my companion. In death, she’s my guide. I love her and cannot wait to see her again. 

I love you, baby beagle bop.

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How Lap of Love Let’s Pets and Pet Parents Say Goodbye at Home

Image by  Mark Gunn

Image by Mark Gunn

Lap of Love is a network of veterinarians around the country (locations) whose goal is to empower every owner to care for their geriatric pets. Our philosophy centers around the human-animal bond and the need for that bond to be as undisturbed as possible during this most difficult time. The desire to bring this important service to families across the United States is slowly being realized as additional veterinarians begin working under the same philosophy. Lap of Love is honored to have some of the most compassionate and empathetic vets working with us. 

Suzanne Cosentino is a veterinarian who represents Lap of Love in Kansas City, Missouri, and the surrounding area. I reached out to Cosentino in 2018 to find out more about Lap of Love, and how she and the organization she works for help serve pets and pet parents. 

Question: How did you find out about Lap of Love, and what inspired you to go into this line of work (end-of-life care for pets)?

Cosentino: I initially heard about Lap of Love from a colleague who worked for the company in Houston. Then, two years ago, I met the co-founders, Dr. Dani McVety and Dr. Mary Gardner at the Central Veterinary Conference in Kansas City. They were speaking on several end-of-life subjects, and they were so knowledgeable and passionate about giving animals the best life and death that we can, and their passion was infectious. I was in a mixed practice at the time, and really enjoyed my job, but knew that this was an opportunity to help animals and their families in a special way. 

Both of my grandmothers spent their last weeks to months in hospice care, and I was truly awed by the kindness and compassion shown to them and the rest of our family by everyone involved in the hospice. I feel that, if I can bring even a fraction of that to the families I help, I hopefully will be leaving this world better than I found it.

Question: What is the most rewarding part of your job?

Cosentino: The most rewarding part of my job is when I help a family, and they tell me that it was a better experience than they could have hoped for. I think sometimes people think that I am only there for the pet, but caring for the family is so important, too.

Question: What information would you like to pass on to pet parents who are in the middle of caring for a sick or dying pet?

Cosentino: You are not alone. I know it can feel overwhelming and lonely and sad, but there are people who do care and will do what they can to help. Even if Lap of Love doesn't have a veterinarian in a particular area, we still have a team of amazing people who can help you find resources, or just lend a sympathetic ear. The toll-free number is 855-933-5683. Hop on the Lap of Love website, and there are lots of tools for determining a pet's quality of life, education on a number of health conditions, and more. 

If your pet is ill, your quality of life suffers, too. We have four budgets: financial, time, physical, and emotional. If anyone of those budgets is tapped out, our relationship with our pet is becoming damaged, and we need to do something. Many times, that something is humane euthanasia, and that is okay. Euthanasia is not "giving up," it is acknowledging that we love our pet enough to make tough decisions. I feel that it is better to make that decision a week early than a day late.

Question: Do you think services like Lap of Love are becoming more popular amongst pet parents.

Cosentino: Absolutely. I meet so many people who say, "I wish I had known about this before!" Pet parents and veterinarians alike recognize how a peaceful passing at home is less stressful for the pet, the family, and frequently the clinic staff, as well.

For more information about Lap of Love, click here. You can contact Cosentino here

A DIY, Home Funeral Guide 

Image via  Susan Bodenner

Image via Susan Bodenner

I recently wrote a DIY funeral guide for an online casket site, Harbor Caskets. It was a great experience and allowed me to put “what I plan to do” into written form. 

For any of you who have organized or have attended home or DIY funerals: What did you like about the process? What didn’t you like? I’d love to hear your experiences.

Death Colloquy: A Conversation

Memento Mori by  Rebecca Wood

Memento Mori by Rebecca Wood

My friends and I are hosting a local event (Lawrence, Kansas) concerning death. If you’re interested, please come! Information below…

Hosted by: 

Abbie Stutzer of Gather the Leaves 
Cara Schuster of Fox Den Folk Care
Marcy Sanz of Down to Earth Natural Cleaning

Join Marcy, Cara, and Abbie for an evening of casual conversation about various topics concerning death.

The Death Colloquy will hold its inaugural meeting at the Lawrence Public Library (meeting room B) from 7 p.m. until 8 p.m. on October 30, 2018. The first topic we will discuss will concern how people celebrate their loved ones who have died.

During this week, many people celebrate their loved ones who have since passed on. We’d like to celebrate this time of year by inviting the public to come and chat about the ways they’ve honored their now deceased loved ones. Note: This is not a grief support group. We’re open to talking about grief, etc., but please note that we are not licensed mental health professionals. 

Our group will continue to meet on the last Tuesday of every month going forward until further notice. Days may alternate to accommodate a wider audience. 

For more information about our hosts and their businesses, feel welcome to visit the following sites:

Down to Earth Natural Cleaning

Fox Den Folk Care

Gather the Leaves

RSVP here

An Introduction

Early morning sunrise in Lawrence, Kansas.

Early morning sunrise in Lawrence, Kansas.

Although this is a business, this business is basically, well, me.

So, I thought it appropriate to give you some information about the person you’re considering hiring, or have hired.

I’m Abbie Stutzer (she/her/hers). I grew up in Olathe, Kansas. 


I studied political science to make a difference and better understand the political system. I minored in peace and conflict studies to have the opportunity to study different cultures, and better understand how various protest tactics help communities survive and thrive. I went to graduate school for journalism to apply what I learned during my undergraduate studies. Since 2008, I’ve reported on various topics; some fun—organic beauty and cooking—others serious—human rights and LGBTQ+ issues.  For more information on how I decided to become a death doula, visit my about page


I was introduced to death as a concept and reality when I was around 3 years old. I aspirated during surgery and technically died for a portion of time. The experience greatly influenced my life. As a young child, I was terrified of death and dying. However, as I grew older, and began facing the reality of my experience, I started to have a greater appreciation for that event. Although no person should have to go through what I did, I’ve decided to look at this happening in a positive manner. Everything I saw, felt, etc. has allowed me to better appreciate life and death, the circle of life, and the seasonal flow. 



Pet love

My mom has always joked that my first cat, Snowbird, was my unofficial caregiver. The little black ball of fuzz showed up on my parents’ front porch before I was born. Through my life, he tattled on me when I was bad, showed me affection when I was sad, and taught me patience and compassion when he died at the ripe cat age of 22.



Puff, also known as the white ball of fuzzy terror, showed up… you guessed it… on my parents’ front porch, too. Although Puff was a bit of a grump—he had a severely broken hip that required pins, which were uncomfortable—he was my cat.  He sat with me when I showered, slept with me at night, and was my buddy. He died from a seizure at 14 years of age in front of me. Although the experience was sad, I am thankful I was there for him at the end of his life.



Each dog I had while growing up taught me so much, too. Scrappy, my first dog, taught me to be gentle. Daisy, the first dog I got to pick at a shelter, taught me to be cautious and always aware of my dog’s surroundings. Maggie, my parents' first dog after I moved out of their home, taught me patience. And Josie, their last dog who recently died of cancer, taught me to remain hopeful.

Stuntman Mike

Stuntman Mike

Currently, I’m the proud caregiver of Daphne, a 13-year-old beagle, Cash, a 5-year-old beagle mix, Rapture, a 10-year-old cat, and Stuntman Mike, a 4-year-old cat. I look forward to sharing my caregiving experiences with them, with you, here.


In the coming month, I hope to share interviews with local veterinarians about end-of-life pet care, death doulas about their work, green cemetery activists, and a funeral director on how they manage to give families—and the dead—what they want. I look forward to connecting with you then!